Do you know me ...??

Always been the guy who sticks long
with family & few real friends,
My Love to them & from them,
has never been questionable,
has never been for a reason.
Sometimes it's been happily Loud, 
sometime it's been happily sound,
but it's always been there,
It's always been there :)

Do you know me ....??,
was something never heard,never thought,
but such is the life,
Sometime good,Sometime surprising hard.
The most loved person to me,
was the one to shoot & shout,
Do you know me....??,
Do you know me...??.

With no words, no sounds,
I wanted to tell her,
what you mean being around.
But, some words hit you hard,
echo even after many hours,
and, leave an irreparable dent in heart.
Such is life, such is the time,
yet, you stay tough, and move on,
yet, you stay up, and live on !!

You are killing my true Love

Still strong in my mind,
still deep in my eyes,
still core of my side, 
still love of my life,
You are not the one to let go,
you are not the one to forgo.

You are there in my everyday,
Like a sun in my way,
You are there in my every way,
like shadow of my ray,
You there in my every say,
You are there, you are there,
Yet, you feel no love all day,
Yet,you live no love all day,
It's so hard to get,
it's so tough to stay like that,
You are mocking my love,
You are hurting my love, 
You are, you are,
killing my true love,
you are killing my true love :'(

SOON BE RELIEVED

I may soon be relieved from,
You may soon be relieved from,
The most loving story we had,
In our only, lonely,
Up and down world. 

Our time, was so wonderful,
Eyes saw totally different world, 
Life felt so colorful,
And words enjoyed sabbatical.
As you & me, understood the unsaid things,
when we were together.
Such was the time,
So wonderful was the time.

Things changed, so do you & me,
Busy and excuses popped in, 
Trust and thrust lost its sheen,
Neither you nor did I missed anything,
So we moved away, away & far away.

I may soon be relieved from,
You may soon be relieved from…

Can't say it any loud...

I feel so terrible & shaken now,
Last call of her, was to tell
I don’t love her same way now.
I laughed loud at first,
as she knows, how scare me even now,
but as she poured her words with a shout,
And full of doubts,
I was left to cry with no tears around,
I was left to walk with gloomy ground.

How much I love you,
I can’t say it loud,
Every day, every night I see you around, 
With my every breath, 
you go in & I exhale myself out.
You and you and you,
In my heart,
You and you and you,
 breath of my every thought. 

How much I love you,
Can’t say it any loud,
How much I love you,
Can’t say it any loud…

Those were the days –Real Good Days !

An early morning kiss,
A bowl stuffed with dishes of my wish,
A beautiful smile, and,
hand to hold & walk with bliss.

I grew up like this,
me & mom, were not just two,
we were 'THE WORLD, 
she loved and I happily lived it :)

When I used to feel boar, 
she was the only one, 
who understood my roar.
Hide-n-seek to steeping stones,
she filled light,happiness & colors 
on my dark lonely road
when others didn't even knew,
the storm I was going through.

Those were the days,
wonderful, playful & so refreshing,
that,I recall them everyday,
ever far from her ( MOM ),
still, I relive them everyday,
and add zing in my now banal days :-/

Those were days,
Those were real good days…

Is this Love or should I move on ?

Am I in love,

Can I name it true love,
giving my every second to you,
waiting long just to see you,
all day I only miss you,
all night I only wish,that,
at some-point,you & me will walk,
you & me will talk.

May be, may be
I am too possessive for you,
I am too loving for you,
but,all I expect in return is,
you to hold my hand & ask,
how did I do ?,
how far did I go,without you ?,
but no, all day I only miss you,
all night I only wish to hold you.

Is this right,
can this Love Survive ?,
Or like you, I too, should let it blow ?.
The suffering is long,
pain is too strong,
and deep down the feeling,
to go mad over this love is on.
Is this Love or I should move on ??

Long,Very Long....

Gonna hold you long, very long,

Gonna fold you long, very long,
A hug, a kiss & smile of yours,
was due to me,
from long, very long.

Night & day were long, very long,
Loneliness was creeping on,
Still, I walked with your memories,
And, stayed strong, very strong.

No more offshore talks,
Just you in my arms,
And, am gonna hold you long, very long,
Gonna fold you long, very long,
A hug, a kiss & smile of yours,
was due to me,
from long, very long.

Long walks,Long talks

Forever, want to be with your heart,
Forever, want to be with your part,
Without you, life is too hard.
To nowhere I want to walk,
Without you,all roads are dark,
To nobody I want to talk,
Without you, all words are far.

Just with your heart, 
just with your part,
long walks, long talks,
Every Day, every night,
would be more than good,
would be more than wonderful :)

24*7*365 - Not Suffice.

There is just one number,
that always rings in my mind,
There is just one number,
my heart never miss dials,
And yet I feel,yet I believe,
24*7*365 is too less time,
to give you all love,
I've for you in my heart,on my mind.

I need more than 24*7*365, 
Or, whatever it is.
What is sure in my mind,
what is known to my eyes,
no number or time,
can't confine,can't define,
the love I have for you,
The want I have for you,
In my heart,on my mind.

There is just one number,
that always rings in my mind,
There is just one number,
my heart never miss dials,
And yet I feel,yet I believe,
24*7*365 is too less time,
to give you all love,
I've for you in my heart,on my Mind.

Beyond "I"

Somebody had to bow down,
Somebody had to look beyond  "I" sound.
Days & Nights were passing,
the never shaken bond was "cold & down".

Somebody had to bow down,
Somebody had to look beyond "I" sound.
People & Places were same,
yet,the promise of forever Love & Smile,
was uprooted,and marched for bitter end.

To break the deadlock,
to save & stay as one block,
Someone had to bow down,
somebody had to look beyond "I" sound.

Before it is too late...

You may feel good with your way,
You may be sober in your say,
But dig deep & wake up,
before it is too late.

You are making loved ones,
Suffer with your way,
You are killing strong bond,
with your say,
Dig deep & wake up,
before it is too late.

Add little space in your way,
Add little respect in your say,
Think not too long,as,
this is the best & only way,
else, sure it will be very late.

Love You More,Love Me More -Everyday :)

Never'd be enough of you,
Every day, I'm falling more & more for you,
Every day, I want to see more & more of you,
Never'd be enough of you,
Never'd be enough of love from you.

The more & more I see you,
The more & more I love you,
you too fill me in you more,
you too love me more &more.

With every morning ray,
At every colorful bay,
And at any time of day,
I love you more every day,
You too love me more,
and more every day.

Never'd be enough of you,
Every day, I’m falling more & more for you,
Every day, I’m want to see more & more of you,
Never'd be enough of you,
Never'd be enough of love from you.

Freed My Bird

There goes a bird,
There goes a bird,
Glowing under sun,
Flying with so fun,
going far away,
she is my bird,
going far away,
she is my bird.

There goes a bird,
There goes a bird,
dancing under sun,
sailing free with fun,
happy with her way,
as no one is there
to judge her say,
Loving she is...her freeway,
Loving she is..her highway.

There goes a bird,
There goes a bird,
Glowing under sun,
Flying with fun,
going far away,
she is my bird,
going far away,
she is my bird.

Free & Happy :)

Heading, heading, heading,
where am I heading,
It's long long road,
carved along sea shore,
up there goes, 
clouds with huge roar,
Heading, heading,heading,
where Am I heading. 

Yesterday, was one more,
but today, it is no more,
I'm free from all of you,
Free from all your views,
Where ever this shore leads me,
where ever this road takes me,
I would be fine,
I would elevate  & shine.

I'm free & happy,
where ever, I am heading,
On a long long road, 
Am free from all of you,
Am free from your views,
I'm free & happy :),
I'm free & happy :)

My heart goes Gaga on You

How can I stop,
It's not willing to hear
what I want.
It just go on to fly,
It just go on to smile,
I don't know,
what's running on his side.

How can I stop,
It's going beyond 
the defined line.
It just go on to walk,
 it just go on to talk,
even with no thoughts,
I don't know,
what's running on his side.

Love is all
he cares for,
Love is you,and,
'You are the one 'he cares for.
All days long,
he holds you in heart,
all night strong,
he folds you with warmth,
you are the love he eyes,and,
that's what  really,
runs on his side.

It's So Near

It's so near,
boggles my mind,
It's so near,
fills fear in my eyes,
There is no way,
I can call it surprise.

It's so near,
how am gonna do,
It's so near,
how am gonna prove,
There is no way,
I can call it surprise.

I close my eyes,
and see you on my side,
a fresh breath of hope,
a deep urge to soar,
rushes thru my mind,
clears up my boggled mind,
and, takes off  fear of my eyes.
I am gonna do,
I am gonna prove,
gonna scale new high,
gonna show my bright side,
even it's so near,
even it's so near.

That's How I Pen

Talk & talk & talk,
I get an idea,
Walk &walk & walk,
I get an idea,
As I say so,As I go so,
I get an idea :)

I pick up paper's piece,
Not to make a list,
I pick up paper's piece,
fold up my knees,
pen down with ease,
and go on to believe,
this gonna hit you clean,
as words flow with feel,
and emotions rush till heels.

All I need, 
Is an idea to believe,
as I say so,as I go so,
I get what I need.

Talk & talk & talk,
I get an idea,
Walk & walk & walk,
I get an idea,
As I say so,As I go so,
I get an idea :)

Gonna Paint You Good :D

Run fast as you can,
Hide long as you can,
It's a day, I am not gonna let,
you go so bland,
It's a day, I am not gonna let,
you go so blank.

I will chase you down,
I will find you around,
Gonna paint you good,
Gonna fill you full,
and rain you with colours,
yellow, red,green,
and all so wonderful :)

Run fast as you can,
Hide long as you can,
It's a day, I am not gonna let,
you go so bland,
It's a day, I am not gonna let,
you go so blank.

Numb & Dumb

Touch me,I can't feel life,
Kiss me, I can't feel vibe,
All alone on long road,
searching for my soul,
All alone on long road,
Searching true of my own.
Am Numb, dumb,and,
out on a long road.

Hold me long,
to seize you in heart,
Touch me long,
to feel you as my part,
Kiss me long,
to taste your thoughts,
as am all alone on long road,
Searching for my soul,
as am all alone on long road,
Searching true of my own.
Am  Numb, dumb, and,
Out on a long long road.

Stay with your words, Swing not your world

Stay with your words,

Stay with your words,
As you go on, as you grow on,
You will be pushed to blow,
You will be rushed to throw,
Let them bend, let them tend,
but swing not your words,
stay true & hold your world.

Flow not in their world,
Stay true & hold your world,
Even as you go, even as you grow,
swing not in fear,
swing not for peer,
Stay with your words,
Stay true & hold your world.

You're too Good :)

The way you smile at me,
The way you embrace me,
Is toooo gooood.
All Jingles you sing for me,
All Mingle you do with me,
Is toooo gooood.

Every second,you are in me,
Every moment,You stay in me.
The Change you bring in me,
Is too gooooood.

Just a smile for me,
Just a hand of love to me,
Is tooo goood.
I can't stop loving,
I can't stop singing,
The change you bring in me,
Is too gooood,
The change you bring in me, 
Is too gooood. 

Wrath - Beat it

Feel so disrupted, Feel so frustrated,
Wrath is taking toll on me.
Need a switch,
to cool off  heat.
Plug on some beats,
to pull up from deep.

I walk off, talk like boss,
Love soon gonna dry off.
No, I can’t bear this,
No, I have to beat this,
Wrath is pushing me so, so deep.
Need a switch,
To cool off  heat,
Plug on some beats,
to pull up from deep.

SOLACE

Under blue sky,
counting astricks thru eyes,
searching soul, and,
looking for peace in mind,
but solace, is out of life,
as you in tears,
somewhere away on other side.

Shaken,brazen & burnt,
You in your part,
and me in my heart,
someone has to let go,
someone has to stop it to blow,
else,you'll stay with tears,
I'll fail to bear,and,
Solace would never ever be near.

#Solace

You are not lost ...Till !

Challenges may grow,

Critics may roar,
Situations may ask you to hold,
People may want you to lose,
But, never,never you go with flow,
Never, never, you go on to bow.
Keep your ground,
Hear your sound,
You are not lost,
Till you stand,
Even in toughest round,
Till you sail,
Even with roughest wound.

You shall win,

You shall sing,
Other's will follow,
Other's will find difficult to swallow,
But you shall taste the wine,
You shall define,
You shall show sign,
will to survive, will to strive,
Is the way to enjoy & win in life.

Denying God

You are crying,
Even he can feel your vibes,
You are dying,
Even he can’t afford to smile.
I look to the sky,
to strengthen my side.

He can feel your vibes,
He can’t afford to smile,
But, I can’t see you cry,
I can’t let you say goodbye.

I’m so strong that I deny,
I will open a fight,
And, beat him,
to get what you wish in life.
I’m so strong that I deny,
And so sure to win your right,
to live long with a bright smile,
to live long with positive vibes.