Every color, every smile,
every light, every shine
feels vapid, feels dull
without you in my world
without you in my sight!
Everyday was life,
everyday was full of color,
everyday was full of smile,
when you were in my world
when you were by my side!
Every color,every smile,
every light, every shine
feels vapid, feels dull...
Ask me not to define
you in just few words,
see in my eyes 'Girl'
see in my world ' Girl'
I hold you, you and just you
all the time in my world!
The more I see you
more I fall in your love,
allow me to feel you ' Girl'
allow me to embrace you 'Girl'
allow me to be your everything,
allow me to be your world :)
Ask me not you ' Beautiful Girl'
Ask me not you ' Beautiful Girl'…
Light up a diya
not just at the porch,
not just at the window & doors!
Light up a diya of
strength, grit & positivity
Inside the very heart
and soul of your own!
Light up a diya
not just to shrug
worldly darkness,
not just to seek
materialistic happiness!
Light up a diya
Inside very heart
and soul of your own,
to enlighten and celebrate
the joy of loving very own!
PS : This Diwali 2016 - Do Light up in you,
Do Ignite in you *A SPECIAL DIYA* :)
Happy Diwali 2016 to you and your loved ones :)
You were always there
happy, colourful,
full of light,full of fun :)
but it is only now, that
I've managed to focus
I've managed to see you right :)
Ohh you happy nature
ohh you delightful nature,
I regret that
I could'nt see you right
I could'nt see your light!
You were always there,
You were always there...
Beauty is all around us - Sometimes we see it, most time we don't ! Focus, focus, focus and you will be like most times you will see it and sometimes ( very less time ) you will miss it.
Its a high HILL ahead, yet
he wants to trump!
Its tightened republic(-an-s) ahead,
yet he doesn't want to budge!
His name is Donald and
he doesn't want to be seen
as lame sitting Duck!
Its a high HILL ahead
Its tightened republic(-an-s) ahead
yet he just wants to trump ( everyone)
without being called 'Grumpy Trump' :D
( Donald Duck)
Trump all Hill, Trump Everyone!
It's time for fun to began again,
Clouds, mountains, trees and
You Sun and Moon :D
Here I'm to see and
cherish you again!
Been soooo longggg
when I waved you last, and
had spent with you my day,
but it's time for fun to began again!
It's time for fun to began again,
Clouds, mountains, trees and
You Sun and Moon :D
Here I'm to see and
cherish you again!
PS : All come together when you are on the way to your Home after a longgg gap :)
Bring them a lot
I wanna stay drowned
in them all along!
Your smile, your style
your happiness, your charm( and)
bring self ( to me ) a lot!
I wanna stay drowned in them,
I wanna stay drowned in you
as I walk, as I talk !
Bring them a lot
I wanna stay drowned
in them all along!
I'm holding
many thoughts tonight,
but the one reining
my heart,buzzing my mind
takes me back ( month ago )
to this glitzy night!
Ohhh, that night,
when you & me ( crossed line ),
you leaned on my side,
and I embraced you tight :)
Were so deep,
were so lost ( in each other),
it was a night yet felt so bright
as you & me ( crossed line )and
turned it into a glitzy night!
I'm holding
many thoughts tonight...
Fire is there in you
fire is there in me,
yet we're trying to drowse it
( unlike past )when we used to fuel it!
Love is there in you
love is there in me,
yet we're trying to escape it
( unlike past ) when we used to cherish it!
What 'WE' wished for
is now just a history!
You're busy in your world
I'm busy with my things,
yet the fire is there in you and
the love is there in me!
My words, my action
both did pinch & hurt you!
I know seeking pardon ( from you )
here only would suits you more,
but my guilt loaded soul
isn't willing to satiate with that, so....
I had requested to see you
just to seek & ask pardon
for all I did with
my words, my action to you!
Move on Raghu, Move on from the thoughts of US - We are no longer US- Saurabhi was just tired of telling this to Raghu!
Raghu to Surabhi - You might be strong to hide your feelings but it just seems impossible for me as of now! I agree yet disagree that time would heal it, giving less attention would stop it, but it does not seems to be working with me for sure! Every second I'm going back to the moment of 'US' and even while writing this - I'm in state of reliving our first full night out - Coffee, Long Drive, Music and You.
Surabhi- yes Raghu - you please don't take my every word with a feeling that I'm trying to question you / seeking a justification from you,said Raghu.
It just seems easier for me( as of now ) to presume ( from other end ) - that you have moved on! Just the way you presumed ( from other end ) that I wanted a forever break even when I asked for a small break!
Love is not about presumption, it is about trust! But when there is no more love - it is only memories and presumption and I have no control on any of them ( in current state ) -
Allow Me ( Raghu to Surabhi )
Not everything I pen
is intended to seek
a justification from you!
Just let it go,
its my feeling, its my pain,
allow me to mitigate it
allow me to decimate it
by the way I choose so ......
Not everything I pen
is intended to seek
a justification from you!
With the above words Raghu requested Surabhi to allow him to express his feelings, his pain the way he wishes to do so. He hoped Surbahi would not take everything he writes as it is intedended to question / seek any kind of justification from surabhi.
Raghu - Surabhi .... Allow me to do so, Allow me do so..!
Surabhi ..................................
Were you really
in love with me or
in me you were searching
your past and trying to
relive your old memories?
Its so amazing to
know & see - how easily
you've moved on, from
being 'We' to being ' Me' ( Just you)!
Were you really
in love with me ?
or in me you were seeing
your past and trying to
cherish your old memories ?
Let's celebrate today
with a promise to self,
to do little or more
but good deeds everyday!
Let's celebrate today,
with a promise to trump evil
( with good deeds everyday ),
to never find it again
in your or other's way !!
Let's celebrate today,
with a promise to self
to do little or more
but good deeds everyday!
Wishing you on this pious day goodness, happiness & smile to embrace you everyday :)
Happy 'DUS'SHERA to you & your loved ones :)
I really don't know
how you're coping up,and
how you're managing to
shrug thoughts & memories
we made all those days!
As I climb those stairs
and sit on the porch,
I go back - when we use
to sit there & relish it all day!
It is so silent now,
yet the giggles and
all night talk we had,
buzzes me again & again!
Really don't know,
Really don't know!
Thank you ( to a person )
for ensuring we stay
lazzzy on this Sunday too!
Hope you continue
to extend help in future too!
and may your hardwork help
you climb spots, and
establish you as our 'person to go'
Thank you ( to a person )
for ensuring we stay
lazzy on this Sunday too!
PS : Just enough active to say you ' Thank you' over and out again :D
They fly swiftly, they fly with pride
they are 'Guardian of our Sky'!
Dare you not test them,
they are full of valour, and
fly like a hawk in the sky!
Guarding our nation,
Guarding it with immense pride!
They are ' Guardian of our Sky!
Saluting Indian Air-force on 84th Foundation Day!
From celebrating togetherness of two weeks to seperating from each other ( back ) two weeks !
Time indeed moves fast and gives a hope that past will soon be 'mere past' - but not everytime, not this time. The 'memories of their togetherness' was flashing back to Raghu thick and fast. No matter how much he tried to not remember ' Surabhi's words - Hey, its been two week since we came together' were flashing on raghu's mind like never setting Sun ( Star )!
Stuck in you ( of two weeks back ) ( Raghu to Surabhi )
'WE're together & happy
counting everyday of togetherness
and looking to build our jounery!
Here I'm two weeks down
on that day - as Just me!
Trying to not recollect, yet
the memories of you're stuck
and are very active in me!
Two weeks back,
I'm stuck in you ' of two weeks back'
WE're together & happy
and looking to build our jounrey!
Raghu's words were not willing to take even momentarily break, as the word break' had lost its meaning in Raghu's day. All he wished that Surabhi would be happy and would have discovered herself post thier ' break to our Journey'
Life would move on and Time in world's dictionary would heal the pain, but some memories would certainly gush back again & again - just like the one Raghu was expereincing today. He did'nt intend to but he his heart was drenched with 'memories he made during their WE days' ( which was there till two weeks back )
Night is young
and my heart & mind
are having free run :)
No city buzz, no hush hush,
Under blue sky
my heart is rushed
with million feelings,
my mind is drenched
with zillion colors :)
Night is young
and my heart & mind
are having free run :)
Heed not to what people
around you talk & say!
Good or bad or
whatever they've to say,
as long as you know
truth behind the things,
it shouldn't matter,
should'nt bother you anyway!
Walk with self, and
hold your thoughts strong
that no one ( no one )
can swing your day,your way!
Heed not what people
around you talk and say!
Exactly a month ago
when it all began!
The hesitant you, hesitant me
finally came together ( with a hope )
to brighten our lives again!
Today, we stand ( separately ), and
even more hesitant then
we were before we even began;
everything picked up between us
except the love,which we couldn't
find in each other 'even till this day'
Exactly a month ago
when it all began!
She says - she is single again,
but somewhere deep down
in her empty heart & shallow part,
she hopes for a ray of
love to knock at
her door again :)
Amazing were her days,
when all her happiness, all her craziness
all her anger, all her sorrow
she use to share with him everyday!
She misses him more than
anything in her way, yet
she says - she is single again,
she says - she is single again!
Why can't it have a better ending,
alike as they show in movies
and bring to us lot of smile!
May be it is fault of both, ( to Someone )
may be it is the ego in both,
one is not willing to
ask for second chance,
and other is not ready
to forget the past!
That's what happens,
when the past action, and
ego overpowers in both!
Their fairly-tail love
succumbs to injuries,
leaving not just them but
million others with lot & lots
of sadness, emptiness,
as they part their way and
choose to forever move alone!
Sometimes asking a break in a relationship is good. ( at least that is what Raghu thought ).
Such was the only request of Raghu to Surabhi,but he didn't knew his request would be considered as 'forever break' by Surabhi.
As Raghu dropped Surabhi back home that night - he was sad, he even gave a shout back to Surabhi ( but no use ).He just needed a little time to think about it, as things were just moving so fast from last couple of days.
Next Morning - Raghu was all in tears after reading the last line of Surabhi's text ' She wants this break to be forever'. What more could he say - Raghu was left shattered to read Surabhi's message, but to whom should he say.
As he wiped his tears, he replied back to Surabhi -
I leave it on you !
I agree that I asked
you for a break,
but never I meant to
end it and turn the
beautiful memories of
you and me with sudden
message reading -' Forever Break'
I know I've hurt you,
but I never intended
to break your faith!
All I had asked from you
is a little time, a small break
to think the way ahead,
but it broke me into pieces
to know - you want this
to be a 'Forever break'
I leave it on you
I leave it on you,as
I know I was wrong
to ask even for a small break!
Surabhi to Raghu - You'll understand when you'll step into my shoes. It took me a lot to convince myself to do this, with your way - I am back to square one!
Raghu - I leave it on you Surabhi!
Surabhi - Bye
Raghu - Tc of yourself!
Straight line life
would be no good!
Let's have some curves
and bumps everyday
on the way to our home !
Straight line life
would be no good,
excitement, peppiness
would'nt be there in it for sure!
Let's have some curves
and bumps everyday on
the way to our home, and
cherish them as they
make way in our roads!
Straight line life
would be no good!
